Why wont death take me

This is going to sound disturbing but frankly I don't give a fuck if it does its how I feel and i'm not having anyone discredit that. I want to die. I hate life, there is nothing good in my life, there is nothing to live for and nothing worth living for. Why cant death come and take me doesn't seem like to much to ask people die everyday when will I get saved and it be my day?